Journal #40

Journal 40 is called writer's choice. I guess that means that we can write about whatever we want 325 whole words. Right now is a very stressful time for Jessie at PPHS. I am stressed because I have my very first ACT tomorrow at Lutheran High. I am worried that my mind will not be in the right state of mind. There is a lot going on right now. Of course none of it is too bad but still enough to be a distraction. For example I have a lot of homework. AP US is very stressful because we have the AP test in a month. I am seriously going to fail. Like straight up bomb. I also have lots of chemistry homework that I do not understand. Of course this is my own fault because I get distracted by my phone and my friends  in the class. The biggest stresser of all though is PROM. Prom only comes around once a year and only twice in a girls life. Everything needs to be perfect. Too bad nothing is working out. The group I originally planned on going in had 18 people in it now. 18!!! That is insane. It is really weird too because not everyone has dates. Not like that should matter, it is just kind of weird. The original plan of me and my four best friends going with our five guy best friends was ruined when I decided to go with a senior and when we got in a fight with one of the boys. Now it is a huge mess. To top off this horrible and stressful day, my senior picture got posted and it is HIDEOUS. Straight ugly. So thats great... I am not happy about it.  I am scared to see the rest of the pictures. what if they are all bad?!!! Anyway today's writers choice was a rant. Things could be a lot worse for sure. But for a teenage girl it is quite stressful.